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I love breastfeeding!!!

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I love breasfeeding….wahhhh.ni bukan nk promote..just wanna share how happy I am 4 breastfeed my son 4 almost 8 months – 19 jun ni baru masuk 8 bln- a week before,hati mula risau..dia belum mahu botol.. Mcm2 la dugaan nak ajar dia minum susu ibu ni through bottle..dia menangis,ibunya pn nangis.. tgk.mcm2 putting guna.tapi dia tak mau..so sad.. macam mana tiba-tiba 3 hari sebelum mula kerja, dia pandai guna botol.lega hati amat sgt..thank god.. And now, still breastfeed him, hari2 pump di office using my Medela Harmony Breast Pump..before this pernah guna pureen manual pump.. I prefer by using manual pump, i also wanna try electrical too, but manual is fine rite now.. Sekarang dia dah mula makan solid food.seronok tengok dia makan.. baba & ibu sayang Muhammad Adam Israfil.. madela harmony breastpump manual pureen breastpump

My miscarriage

I want to start off by saying I am deeply sorry to anyone who has had a miscarriage & it is my experience as it happened and some of it I'm sure will be hard to read, as I found it very difficult to write........ It was nearly 2 years ago and I was 7 weeks pregnant at the time. This is I found very distressing let alone painful. I started bleeding on Saturday. It wasn't bad, no cramping or anything . We went to doctor,the ultrasound saw on the screen that the baby was measuring six weeks and had no heartbeat. Apparently the baby had died soon after we found out that we were expecting, but since I didn't have any bleeding or cramping, we had no knowledge of this. I became very depressed and wanted to stay at home and hide. I found it awful when I saw people shout at there children when I so desperately wanted them. I feel as though I will explode. In the past people have said things like: "It was for the best" or " God must have a plan" or "Are y

Faith Hill - There You’ll Be

When I think back On these times And the dreams We left behind I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed to get To have you in my life When I look back On these days I'll look and see your face You were right there for me In my dreams I'll always see your soul Above the sky In my heart There always be a place For you for all my life I'll keep a part Of you with me And everywhere I am There you'll be Well you showed me How it feels To feel the sky Within my reach And I always Will remember all The strength you Gave to me Your love made me Make it through Oh, I owe so much to you You were right there for me 'Cause I always saw in you My light, my strength And I want to thank you Now for all the ways You were right there for me You were right there for me For always

3 days more

3 days more our 2nd anniversary…can’t wait for my dearest husband…yeah…yet..he’s coming back today.. Oh, the love that I love… Abg cepat la balik…huhu..adam israfil tak sabar nk jumpa..huhu sigh...

Today our son turns 7 months old! .

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God, has blessed us. Today our son turns 7 months old and the alternative makes me realize that I can do this. Even though there will be many tears through out this, many angry days, sad ones and joyful ones. I do believe that God has a plan for us and for our son and as we wait to learn what that plan is, I am finding a patience I have never, ever known. I am learning what is really important in life. I am forever changed by this beautiful boy God has given me. I know my husband is as well, - though he is not here rite now- … Actually, I am pretty sure a lot of people are changed by him. I do know that is part of his purpose here on Earth. He is seven months old today. Me, how our lives have changed in seven month. There is a beauty in all of this that comes with seeing just how precious life really is. When I see him smile, I see beauty... Happy Seven Months To My Dearest Son.! ibu dan baba will be there every step of the way.

need some idea plssss...

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For the time being, I have no idea what 2 write or add 2 own blog..it’s almost 3 weeks since I’ve create my blog & it still empty without anything.. I rasa i mungkin dah ketinggalan zaman, sebab baru ada blog.. Actually I have 5 days more to my 2nd anniversary and still wondering how is going on..whether giving the present or sweet candle light dinner which is my luvly husband love most… Can’t wait for my dearest hubby coming back from Terengganu this Thursday. .